I spent a good deal of yesterday crying over my friend's loss, my mom, and the sad reality that I hate, HATE Mother's Day.

The hubby reminded me that I need to reclaim that day for Ella & me. But it's hard. I saw a commercial last night that was so cute. It was a mom walking with her daughter at age 5(?). The girl grows up and the mom just beams. Then the mom is about grandma age and instead of seeing me, I saw my mom and I lost it.

Thanks for the well wishes everyone. It's because of you that I can get thru shit like this. Seriously. Otherwise I'd fall into that deep dark place and never come out. And that's why some of you are truly my family. Love you.

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